Saturday, September 4, 2021

The guitar

 


When I saw a string quartet at my elementary school in 1972, I knew the violin was the instrument for me. And that was the path I pursued...no regrets. I love playing more now than I did almost fifty years ago. But while the violin was my first love, it is not my only one. A few years after starting to study the violin, I had an affair with the guitar, and that love too still burns in my soul. 

I remember where it started...  this affair. I of course knew what guitars were...they were everywhere. I learned of the Beatles in 1978 and was instantly hooked by their sound. And I had a desire to play that kind of music, so learning to play the guitar seemed like the way to do that. But even before that point in my life, there was an equally profound introduction to guitar music thanks to Liona Boyd.


Liona Boyd released this album in 1974...her debut album. On one of my regular trips to the record store with my dad that year, I saw this record displayed on the "new release" shelf. I told my dad I wanted to buy it...well, I wanted him to buy it for me....which he did. I had heard of Andre Segovia at this point....we listened to some of his music in the music literature class I was taking (the program I was in at the University of Texas String Project provided students with an instrument and private instruction, as well as weekly classes in music theory, literature and ensemble play.) The sound of Segovia playing all of those notes on only one instrument was pretty amazing to me. Violins, at least at that point in my studies, only played one note at a time. My dad supported my interest in classical guitar because, even though it wasn't his "thing,' he recognized that it was classical music. So the record was mine. Disclaimer...I can't lie, I know I was smitten by this beautiful woman holding a guitar....it wasn't just the guitar that got my attention. I read the liner notes on the back of the record a thousand times, and listened to this record over and over and over. I could sing along with every note. The first cut on the album became my favorite: El Colibri by Julio Salvador Sagreras. Here is the full album.


Later that summer, Liona Boyd came to Austin to promote her album and played a live concert at the record store where we bought it. My dad took me. We got there pretty early, and I saw her coming out of a door at the back of the store...she was setting something up in the area she would be playing in. Then she went back. I followed her. The door was open so I poked my head in and there she was...she smiled and said hello. I said hello and told her we were looking forward to seeing her play. She was very kind and thanked us for coming. I noticed she had one of those big red, rubber, hot water bottles on her hand. I asked what was wrong? She laughed and explained that she was fine... her hands get cold easily, so before she plays a concert, she warms them up. I retreated from the room feeling awestruck. I had met a celebrity! 

The concert she gave lasted about an hour as I recall. She was very friendly and open with those of us who showed up to hear her play. And play she did.....it was mesmerizing watching her fingers splay and stretch all over the fingerboard. And the fingers on her right hand as she picked, strummed and fluttered the strings. She even tapped and knocked on the body of the guitar (you can hear this on the last cut of the album: Le Muletier des Andes by Tomasi.)

Liona Boyd was hailed by the great Christopher Parkening as "one of the most excellent guitarists I have heard." She is alive and still performing. 

That's me at the top of the page. I bought my first guitar in 1980 and started to teach myself how to play. I haven't ever had any lessons....I was too busy studying my first love, but that's OK. The guitar continues to give me joy every day.





Friday, July 16, 2021

Impeach Nixon, Vivaldi, Sloppy

 I'm not in a super good mood at the moment. I am trying to fly home to Kansas City from Phoenix and my flight has now been delayed by 3 hours...I hope it does not get cancelled! I am projected to arrive in KC at 1:59 am. Then I have a 45 minute drive home. Oh well, I have a lot of time to kill, and watching people offers a ton of entertainment. What stands out to me as I sit here watching people walk by is....people are sloppy. Very few people I see make any attempt to dress nicely when they travel. Dudes wear flip flops, basketball shorts, t-shirts. Ladies wear shorts, flip-flops, leggings. Most of these folks look they just rolled out of bed and came to the airport. Occasionally a well dressed man wearing a sport coat, slacks, and a dress shirt will stroll by. Or a woman wearing a skirt or dress and nice shoes walks by. But these people are by far the exception. The rest of them probably argue that they want to be comfortable. Sure...but you look like a slob too. It is possible to be comfortable AND look sharp at the same time.

Another annoying reality of people is their lack of self awareness, especially in crowded spaces. Some are talking on their phones with the speaker on, seemingly oblivious that I can hear what they are saying and what the person they are talking to is saying. Others walk, stop, turn, walk and move all over the place without recognizing that they are in the way of the rest of us. Hello! The guy next to me is also at his computer. I am typing this and listening to music (Chopin) with my headphones on. He is watching some show without headphones and I can hear the words of his program through my headphones. He seems clueless that he's being a dick.

Traveling today is a an ugly pain in the ass.

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I was reflecting on my earliest memories of playing the violin this week. We are having our bathroom renovated...new flooring, tile, shower door and vanity. I was practicing my violin in my office when one of the workers stuck his head in to ask a question...but first he said I sounded great and asked how long I had been playing. I had to stop and think a second and add up the years...48 I answered...the number hit me pretty hard. That seems crazy when I really think about it. So I started to reflect on the beginning. 1973. I was transported back to the University of Texas Music Building. It was an old building even then. I spent so many hours there taking lessons, practicing, studying and dreaming. I remember hearing one of the advanced string orchestras playing a piece of music by Vivaldi. I was spellbound by the the sound I heard. And the kids in that group looked so much older and cool as they dug into the music. I was hungry to play that music someday. And they didn't have tape on their fingerboards either! I also remember learning about politics in the men's room. The walls above the urinals and the stalls were covered in graffiti. One phrase that appeared often was "Impeach Nixon." Another was "No More War." Those were the days.


Friday, July 2, 2021

Routines, Ear Worm Relief

It's been at least fifteen years ago...my son Jack went to one of those do-it-yourself pottery places and made me a coffee mug for Father's Day. I have to say, it remains one of my most prized possessions. Father's day came on a Sunday that year, and since then, every Sunday, I drink my coffee from this cup alone. Not on any other day...just Sunday. Every Sunday.




I love everything about this mug...my name, a running shoe (New Balance)...I don't recall every wearing New Balance, but that's irrelevant...and his signature with a smile inside. Welcome to my Sunday ritual.

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The other day, my wife told me that in one of her dreams, she heard the song Billy Don't Be A Hero. I instantly asked Alexa to play this song, and then it was stuck in my head. We all go through that at times...a song or melody becomes imbedded in our heads and it plays constantly, driving us crazy. I have found a cure for this phenomenon...it is Debussy. His Arabesque no. 1 specifically. Something in this beautiful work kills the annoying tune in your head.


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Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Mother's Day, Retirement, Commencement, and Double Happiness

Yesterday, May 9, 2021, was Mother's Day. I am so blessed that my Mom, Judith Elnora Welker Hazlett,  is alive and well...and amazing! She celebrated her 81st birthday last weekend. Aside from some minor aches and pains, she is fit as a fiddle. And as much as I love her as my mom, I cherish her friendship and company. We still have coffee/breakfast at Panera every Friday, text or call pretty much every day, attend the KC Symphony regularly, and get together for special events and holidays. The picture here is from my great-aunt's memorial service last month. My mom and I flew to Houston for it and had a wonderful time with family...despite the rain.

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Next up for milestone events in my life; my wife Cheryl is retiring! She has been a teacher for thirty-three years. Her school district had a dinner for all retirees, so my mom and my oldest son, Jack, went to celebrate with her. The dinner, drinks and conversation were wonderful. Memories were shared. And the dedication and passion for her work was recognized. I am so in awe of her. We estimate that she taught more than 1000 students during her career. Everyone of them was lucky to have her as a teacher. Well done baby....I love you.
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The same week of my Mom's 81st Birthday and Cheryl's retirement dinner, my son Ethan graduated from the University of South Dakota with a BA in Sports Marketing and Media. Four years that seemed to fly by. Ethan worked so hard. He proved to himself that he is capable of great things...hard things. I am so proud of him. The future is his.
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So much has been going on. I confess I have been an emotional basket case the past few weeks. Life is speeding by. I can't always keep up. But I reflect on this daily and work to place things in perspective. Music helps me do this. Today, about three hours ago, I heard a piece of music on Sirius XM - Symphony Hall Channel 76 that hit me like a ton of bricks. I had been examining my life these past few weeks and concluded that all of these wonderful life events were truly special and joyous...I am a very blessed soul. But even before any of these events occurred, I was ultimately blessed in so may ways. These events were the cream at the top of the cup. I have "double happiness." And so this music, entitled Double Happiness by Christopher Cerrone,  affirmed this tonight, and I share it with you here. I have Double Happiness in my life.



Tuesday, April 13, 2021

Great Artists: A Conversation with Maestro Michael Stern

I've written about and shared many experiences I have had over the years attending concerts of the Kansas City Symphony...my home town orchestra...my favorite orchestra. Yes, I've seen Berlin, Vienna, Philadelphia, Boston, Los Angeles....and others...but my favorite of all is Kansas City. So you can imagine how excited I was when Michael Stern, Conductor and Music Director, agreed to have a conversation with me for this blog. He has been here in KC since 2005, and under his leadership, we now have a world class orchestra. 



https://www.kcsymphony.org/musician/michael-stern/

Wednesday, March 31, 2021

Great Conversations: Pastor Jim Preisig

I have been a member of The Summit Church here in Lee's Summit for more than twelve years now. Pastor Jim Preisig is the reason my family and I selected this church in the first place when we were looking for a church to call "home." Pastor Jim is a brilliant speaker. His enthusiasm and passion are boundless and inspiring. Our church is blessed to have strong musical traditions and exceptionally gifted musicians and singers who serve. I know how important music is to Pastor Jim from many of his messages over the years, and I was so very happy he agreed to have a Zoom conversation with me to talk about his personal relationship with music, the role music plays in worship, and many other topics.
I hope you enjoy it! And below are two wonderful quotes Jim shared during our conversation.




“God has given us music so that above all it can lead us upwards. Music unites all qualities: it can exalt us, divert us, cheer us up, or break the hardest of hearts with the softest of its melancholy tones. But its principal task is to lead our thoughts to higher things, to elevate, even to make us tremble…

 

The musical art often speaks in sounds more penetrating than the words of poetry, and takes hold of the most hidden crevices of the heart… Song elevates our being and leads us to the good and the true.

 

If, however, music serves only as a diversion or as a kind of vain ostentation it is sinful and harmful.” Friedrich Nietzsche, Twilight of the idols or how to philosophize with a hammer

 

If I should ever die, God forbid, let this be my epitaph:

THE ONLY PROOF HE NEEDED

FOR THE EXISTENCE OF GOD

WAS MUSIC

Kurt Vonnegut, a man without a country.

 

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Great Artists: A Zoom Conversation with Maestro Jim Murray

I've known Jim Murray since 2005 when he became the Conductor and Music Director of the Heritage Philharmonic. I have played the violin in this orchestra for more than 20 years now...man, it's hard to believe it has already been that long! Jim took over for another great conductor, Jack Ergo, who occupied the podium for 25 years prior to his arrival. There are so many wonderful things about Jim, but what stands out to me is how much he truly loves music. It's not just his job. Maestro Murray is also the Conductor and Music Director for the Northland Symphony Orchestra, and the Metropolitan Youth Orchestra of Kansas City. And if that isn't enough, he also teaches music at the Metropolitan Community College-Maple Woods. I have linked his bio below.

Maestro Murray and I have talked for years about doing an interview for my blog. Well, we finally got it done. Here is the first of what I hope are many conversations.



http://www.heritagephilharmonic.org/music-director--conductor.html